So a couple of nights ago I had a dream that I had cancer and for some reason wasn't the least bit afraid it seemed. I didn't seem to be in any pain either. I'm not sure what sparked that dream, but it was definitely strange. I wish I remembered more of the dream, but alas I don't.
Something that's been bothering me lately: When a male best friend pretty much ignores you when they start talking to another chick. I mean, wtf is up with that? It's like I quit serving my purpose when he started talking to this chick. It kinda sucks cause I never, in a million years, would've thought this guy would ever be like this. We've both been there for each other quite a bit...up until this chick entered the picture. I guess best friendships don't mean shit to some people anymore. I'm not gonna lie, it hurts. Especially since I was always there for him when he was feeling extremely down and I always tried my hardest to cheer him up and make him feel better. I just feel like "So this is what I get for giving a shit about another human being." Damn. Like I said on my twitter, yesterday: "Went from sad to pissed off. Next will be "Fuck off, I don't give a shit. Bye bye now!"' And that's where I'm at with this situation. Me and the guy had only been best friends since January 2015, so it's not like it's a very well established friendship or anything. I just refuse to be disrespected like this. Now, if we had been best friends for a year or longer...I would've tried harder to keep this friendship afloat. Guess we're not as much alike as I thought. Maybe I should've written about this in a post of it's own, but honestly, I don't wanna give this any more time or thought than I already have cause it's just not worth it.
In other news: My plants are really growing like crazy! I'll try to take some pics in the next few days and post them. Apparently, I don't have a brown thumb after all!
~Mouse~
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